I don't even know why I'm writing when I have nothing much to say. I'm just very confused and hungry. I think it's no wonder that I'm losing weight since I'm hungry all the time and the hunger never seems to get satisified with enough food. I feel like I've been eating just minimally - none of any of recent meals have been enough. (OKAY except maybe the jumbo dinner we had last monday, that was just way too much, 1.5 kg of crab between 2 people, sorry to all the vegetarians who had to read this). I weigh 46 kg and I find that very very freaky(once again, sorry to all the people who think that that number is the key to their happiness). I'm very tired, confused and scared :( (not only about the weight).